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everything's mixed up!

i just dunno why..

it makes me feel sick!

keeping it away seems not much different.

i guess i have no other choice.

i'm sad and i don't care anymore.

you! T___T

Try it.

A Tudor who tooted a flute
tried to tutor two tooters to toot.
Said the two to their tutor,
"Is it harder to toot
or to tutor two tooters to toot?" 

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Mr. See owned a saw.

And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.

Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw

Before Soar saw See,

Which made Soar sore.

Had Soar seen See's saw

Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,

See's saw would not have sawed

Soar's seesaw.

So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.

But it was sad to see Soar so sore

Just because See's saw sawed

Soar's seesaw!

coretan

Cuaca hari ni sangat sejuk! Tak silap 16 degree, memang tak perlu pasang a/c. Bercakap untuk hari ni, macam biasa pergi kelas community medicine (commed) yang amat bosan. Ingat tak nak datang, bila fikir balik macam banyak dah tak datang. Kadang-kadang rasa macam bukan kelas commed tapi pergi english class. Yela, imagine orang kena panggil pergi depan jawab soalan/present mesti kena tegur. Bukan nak kata, tapi janganlah sampai memalukan orang tu. Kesian ok!! Macam english awak tu betul sangat. "Curve jadi koro??" Haish..

Ok fine,biarlah dia. Tak pasal hari ni kena present sebab ada orang tak datang. Tapi tak kisah pun, lepas ni yang belum present sila-sila hadirkan diri. Marks still there, don't blame or regret by the time you surely need it.

Homesick!

Terasa seperti mahu pulang ke rumah sekarang juga. Diorang ni sesuka hati nak tukar permit keluar masuk. Bukan ke kami bayar untuk multiple-entry?? Negara yang katanya ada "rules & regulation" tapi itu semuanya hanya hiasan semata-mata. Mungkin sebab tempat lain ada macam tu jadi mereka pun mahu juga. Sebab tu lah kami lebih maju dari kamu walaupun kamu merdeka awal. Maaf, itu kenyataan. Rasa seperti mahu balik 5 hari. Janji dapat pergi berjalan-jalan sekejap..rindu ayah! ='(

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Everything seems fine, though am not perfectly answered all of the questions..but, I'm glad it's over. My mind is completely back to normal. 

Tik tok, time moving fast. I should have learned something by now. Truly worried about this coming examination..i don't wanna take any supplementary exam cause it's too costly. I've planned to go NY on march..so i need to cut my expenses. Hurm, let's just keep it KIV..i don't like to think much about it. Finish with the exams first! Then have a good vacation with someone ;)

p/s: when everything has to do with money, i just hate it much!

mOnday

Today is already mOnday!?

About my stay up last night, it didn't work well. I went to sleep at 12.50 a.m..

And the best part, i still reading on the same page now..seriously too many to read..

I hope i can answer something this evening, if not, i am so sorry =(

The Fray

 

Love this song! =) 

Myself! (-__-")

"What is wrong with you?? Why can't you just sit and study?! Is that so hard to do?? I don't get it why you so lazy these days..gosh, what were you thinking girl?? please don't do this to me..begging you." 

I know this sound crazy talking to myself with no one else. But, this is what always happened to me when have to forcibly read on something with small eyes opened. Plus when Monday comes around! now, i miss someone a lot and that could be one of the reasons-->100% sure.! Let's see if i can stay awake after midnight. (boleh ke?mesti fail punyalah) (-__-")

Good company

I feel wanna talk about my miNnie..careful when you pronounce it. It should sound a bit Indian style. She's just a good company for me. At first, I thought just wanna put her inside the cage but since nobody at home..so i decided to keep her inside the house. I always let her free but restricted only in my room. I think she is happy now having much more freedom than before. Sorry miNnie..not my intention imprisoning you all this time. Guess what she's doing?? Always gives me troublesome! Running, hanging and flying?? Like monkeys!! or bird?? There was this one time when those crazy monkeys were just in front of her cage. That time i didn't noticed until i heard sound from her. Seriously, I am panic!! OMG! what to do?? I went to the toilet and filled up water in a bucket and then... i said "Nah!! hambik ko!! Geram aku! Berani ye kacau miNnie!!" Then, those disgusting monkeys ran away and mission accomplished! Not sure whether she had trauma or not..hope so not..sorry miNnie.

p/s: mengisi masa lapang.

Asyln

what?why?

Guess, i got swing mood right now.

I've been playing the same song for almost 4 hours!! @_@'

Last time it did makes me feel better..

So i just give it a try for second..(repeating the same song)

Something's not right inside my head, what was it?? 

That feeling!! Shuhhhh...go awaayyy..not this time..plss..T_T

(Believe me, I just can't help myself out of it)

Oasis

Perasaan itu

Bangun terus tengok jam kul 6.50 pagi. Nak buat apa ye hari ni?? 

Ok mungkin patut study microb hari ni. Tapi kenapa lah berat sangat hati ni nak study?!

Tak paham betul. Selalu sangat macam ni bila kena baca buku. Tolonglah jangan malas!!

Exam kamu tu dah dekat, pergilah baca buku. Kalaulah mama ada confirm kena berleter..

Sekarang ni tiba-tiba rindu kat mama..

I still remember when she said "Ika, pergi naik atas baca buku sikit. Jangan asyik tengok cerita kat tv tu. Exam dah dekat." If you were still here, i would listened to you by now. I am sorry for not being good all this time..I do really miss you~

Ok cukup setakat tu, tak boleh lebih-lebih. Tak elok untuk kesihatan diri terutama sekali mental health?  Life goes on, you need to carry on! If not, you gonna have miserable life not only yourself but also people around you. Betul tak? 

Maka, dengan ini saya perlu baca buku sekarang juga! Tapi sebelum tu, perlu pergi mandi dulu dan kemas bilik yang bersepah ni. Owh ye, perlu juga bagi minnie makan! supaya dia boleh tido nyenyak tanpa buat sebarang bunyi yang tak diingini.

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Kamu, mereka & saya

Tiba-tiba terasa nak menyalahkan diri sendiri. Siapa suruh tak pergi, kan dah terasa macam-macam, padan muka! Nak salahkan diri sendiri 100% tak boleh juga, dah memang tak boleh pergi nak buat macam mana. Kalau pergi pun nanti menyusahkan orang lain. Biar diri sendiri susah jangan orang lain. Tak pasal hari gembira jadi sedih. Itulah sebab kenapa tidak mahu ikut. Haish..siyes dalam hati teringatkan kamu dan mereka semua. Saya tahu kamu sangat seronok disana, sebab dapat makan makanan yang tak ada kat bangalore ni. Sedikit jeles disitu. Kepada mereka yang baru bertolak, diharap anda semua selamat sampai tanpa sebarang masalah. Amin.=)

**Selamat Berlagenda~

Blog Baru

Hurm~Hari ni mahu bercakap tentang blog ni. Sebenarnya blog ni dibuat setelah beberapa minggu blog lama ditutup. Agak bosan jugak tak ada blog. Blog lama amat tidak sesuai untuk dibaca oleh diri sendiri yang hanya akan diakhiri dengan perasaan sedih serta menyakitkan hati. Thanks kepada mereka yang bertanyakan soalan seperti "mana pergi blog lama?kenapa buang?" terharu bila ada orang tanya macam tu.=)